Depression.  Anxiety.  Hectic-ness.  So much going on.  My grandma had surgery yesterday.  I've made a realization and I need some time to think.  My family is being annoying.  I can't make a joke without people taking everything too seriously.  So I get yelled at.  I don't want to talk.  I just want to disappear.

Why am I not dead yet?

~Kes